I’m having another one of my moments tonight. Lost in my thoughts. Struggling to focus on the basics. Missing my beautiful sister so much. I’d hoped we might make it into old age together. Can’t believe I’ll never see her again. No more late night messages where we’d laugh, debate or just ‘argue’ - but we’d usually end up setting the world to rights. So, I’m ‘lighting a candle’ in Jayne’s memory tonight.